Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Brain is still mush

I am sitting at Starbucks, trying to fend off a crushing headache. I am not sure if my body has had too much caffeine or not enough, but these headaches have gotten more frequent. I am not sure about how I feel about the test. Bottom line if for some reason I don't pass, I will just have to muster the strength to study some more and take it again. I think my biggest worry is having other people find out that I didn't pass. Ask my husband and he'll tell you its because of my unending need for approval. I think that comes from being part of an over achieving family and being female at the same time. It's gotten me this far, so I can't complain. God willing, I will pass this thing the first time around and I will be one step closer to getting that little blue paper. Its 9 at night, and I feel like its 1 in the morning. I feel so tired. Work has begun picking up and so my brain goes non stop from 8am to 10pm. Have I mentioned I really enjoy my lunch breaks? hehe. Well, I am afraid I am going to stop for the night, I am tired and I am ready to go home and just be a wife. (cue THe Woman With You by Kenny Chesney)

She hit the door 6:55 sack full of groceries split down the side.
Can goods scattered all the way to the curb.
Look on her face saying don't say a word.
So, it's me and her and a can of beans sitting there on the front porch swing.
Western sky all turning red.
Head on my shoulder she sighed and said:

Been gopherin, chaufferin, company chairmen.
Coffee maker, Copy repairman.
Anymore there ain't nothin I swear man that I don't do.
Been juggling, struggling, closing big deals.
Dancing backwards in high heels.
Just when it feels like i can't make it through.
She said it sure is nice to just be the woman with you

She said the girl I was with the business degree probally wouldn't recognize me.
I was going around the bank.
I was going to run them out.
Now all I want to run is a bubble bath.
Back then you know I had this plan.
Before all of this reality set in.
Here comes life boy ready or not.
Hey I wanted it all and thats what I got.

Cause I'm gopherin, chaufferin, company chairmen.
Coffee maker, Copy repairman.
Anymore there ain't nothin I swear man that
I don't do.
Been juggling, struggling, closing big deals.
Dancing backwards in high heels.
Just when it feels like I can't make it through.
She said it sure is nice to just be the woman with you.

She said I'm gopherin,chaufferin, company chairmen.
Coffee maker, Copy repairman.
Anymore there ain't nothin I swear man that I don't do.
Been juggling, struggling, closing big deals.
Dancing backwards in high heels.
Just when it feels like I can't make it through.
She said it sure is nice to just be the woman the woman with you.

La, la, la, la, la, la

The woman with you